Log in

No account? Create an account
Soul Spit [entries|friends|calendar]

[ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ]
[ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

from: March 4th, 2011
at approx. 2:29, pm
i am
{measure 2} {add}

from: January 11th, 2011
at approx. 6:55, pm

i watched this just now, for the first time since i made it
some things i don't think about much, until they're long since passed
{measure 1} {add}

from: November 2nd, 2010
at approx. 6:37, pm

{measure 1} {add}

kinda miss looking like this [Thursday
from: August 12th, 2010
at approx. 10:27, pm

like having feet, though.

climbed a pavalion in new orleans, 2008

{measure 1} {add}

from: December 18th, 2009
at approx. 7:02, am
and here's a video of me getting my tongue pierced >.<

also, i bought a camera today, so you can expect to see more photography.
i'm soooo excited about vacation and not going to sewanee next semester, but i gotta be moved out of my dorm by 2, boo.
{measure 8} {add}

from: December 18th, 2009
at approx. 5:42, am
Pulling my last all-nighter, mostly for fun but also because in true cara fashion i wasted the day, sorta. at least i'm having fun. poor m had to write a paper and do a take home biology test.

here are two pieces i did this semester in film. the dance film may be more groovin than you want to watch ;) the sound ends around 4.30. the music is by me; the words are not. "arsonists' prayer" i think i first read it on adam's myspace years ago.

this was my final piece, so i am sorry that it is something that i just slapped together in a few hours. but that's pretty much how i do everything :/ i like it, though. when i "presented" it, i hadn't thought about how to explain it and pretty much bumbled around with a loss for words. i don't know if anything i said about it made sense: dreams, memory, documentation, interpretation, layers, perception, contradiction. probably not...

comments welcome.
{measure 5} {add}

from: December 15th, 2009
at approx. 6:57, am
My research paper is kinda shitty. that's what happens when you stay up all night writing papers.

Romanticism, Nationalism, and Imperialism in the Nineteenth Century
*footnotes not included
Read more...Collapse )
{measure 4} {add}

from: December 8th, 2009
at approx. 5:15, pm
tattoos and crazy hair

Read more...Collapse )
{measure 6} {add}

from: December 6th, 2009
at approx. 1:15, pm

we got our first snow yesterday. it isn't much, but it's still on the ground.

day 08 of sharing: photos that make me sad
Read more...Collapse )

moreCollapse )
{measure 3} {add}

from: December 3rd, 2009
at approx. 3:01, pm
so what i forgot to tell you cats and kittens is about my hiccups. i'm always having to tell people about my hiccups because i'm always hiccuping. it started this summer; i hiccupped once a day, without fail. then i started hiccuping more and more. a month or so ago i counted how many times i hiccupped one day: about thirty. so i'd been telling people i hiccup like 30 times a day. well tuesday i decided to count my hiccups again. i hiccuped 70 times. they come in spurts, usually after i swallow something, but sometimes just out of the blue. i know a girl who has been doing this all her life and a guy who did it for 5-6 years and then it just went away.

i don't know what could be wrong. i can't think of anything i started to do differently when this began.

does anyone know anything about these "forever hiccups" as i call them, or "my hiccupping condition"?

also day 6: whatever tickles my fancy.

this tickles my fancy

{measure 6} {add}

from: November 30th, 2009
at approx. 10:23, am

proposal for final project in film
Read more...Collapse )
{measure 9} {add}

from: November 29th, 2009
at approx. 3:42, pm
History research paper proposal

Revolution and Romanticism in Britain’s Age of ImperialismCollapse )
{measure 0} {add}

from: November 27th, 2009
at approx. 11:32, pm
now i have six tattoos on my right arm. under the sun and over the tombstone is the riemann zeta function, which i learned about from a book Adam gave me: Year Million. This math equation has been named the most important unresolved math problem. it is a hypothesis because though it successfully predicts the position of the prime numbers on the number line up to the highest number humanly possible to test it, if the equation fails lightyears down the numberline, it is still garbage.

the sun shines over the tombstone doodle with a question mark on it, from my favorite book "Hocus Pocus" by Kurt Vonnegut. This appears in the book several times, and on the second to last page it says under it "just because some of us can learn to read and write and do a little math doesn't mean we deserve to conquer the universe"

near the tombstone is a character an ex-boyfriend drew for me. he also bought me the tattoo for x-mas/b-day. it is a sad dude reading a book and crying. i got this tattoo because the world makes me sad, everything makes me cry...but at the time i foresaw the character being me in the near future. that vacation to texas had already turned terribly wrong, though i had no idea how much worse it would get. simon dropped me off at the airport, and i read an entire chuck palahniuk book before i got back to tennessee. i read four novels in five days and many more during the rest of the vacation to get me through it. when i started to think of what had taken place in texas i'd get really panicky and sick. reading kept the anxiety out.

on the back of my arm, next to the crying guy is an e.e. cummings poem






with a leaf falling close to it.
i love the composition of these tattoos and will be showing pictures soon.

i'm going back to amber tomorrow at 4 for more modification. i'm thinking about letting go of my side labret, though i'm attatched to it. i pierced it myself when i was 15 and i still love it, but bitches i know keep getting their lip pierced, so i've been thinking of rockin a monroe. i could possibly wear a little clear plastic bar in the labret, that doesn't extend above the surface of the skin - though you'd still see a hole that may compete with the monroe. i'd also consider getting my septum pierced - i have for a while. i think it would be cute on me. drake says "please don't" but i don't care. i'm probably getting my nipples pierced :D maybe the bellybutton, too. piercings are buy one get one free for $30 or $20 each, which is cheap, an honestly i want amber's hands all over me cause she's hawt and awesome. she's giving me the fucking hook-up on ink, and her linework is fan-fucking-tastic.

{measure 7} {add}

from: November 26th, 2009
at approx. 11:28, pm
some dudes made this video about musicians in sewanee. i'm in it briefly.

{measure 0} {add}

from: November 18th, 2009
at approx. 5:25, pm
my favorite movie is fantasia.
{measure 5} {add}

favorite song [Tuesday
from: November 17th, 2009
at approx. 1:20, pm

Thirty Days of Sharing
Day 01 → Your favourite song
Day 02 → Your favourite movie
Day 03 → Your favourite television program
Day 04 → Your favourite book
Day 05 → Your favourite quote
Day 06 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 → A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 → A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 → A photo you took
Day 10 → A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day 11 → A photo of you taken recently
Day 12 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 13 → A fictional book
Day 14 → A non-fictional book
Day 15 → A fanfic
Day 16 → A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 → An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)
Day 18 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 19 → A talent of yours
Day 20 → A hobbie of yours
Day 21 → A recipe
Day 22 → A website
Day 23 → A YouTube video
Day 24 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 25 → Your day, in great detail
Day 26 → Your week, in great detail
Day 27 → This month, in great detail
Day 28 → This year, in great detail
Day 29 → Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 → Whatever tickles your fancy
{measure 9} {add}

i can haz crazy hurr! [Monday
from: November 16th, 2009
at approx. 8:19, am
Read more...Collapse )
{measure 7} {add}

from: November 10th, 2009
at approx. 3:19, pm
omfg, this girl!


{measure 5} {add}

from: November 5th, 2009
at approx. 1:56, pm
This piece is called "Cleaning My Room" and I hope you lol at it. It's kind of rough..but this is my room, the room I've always had, that I haven't lived in for years. So it's kind of a portrait of a younger me, though I've added to it in recent years.

november feels pretty good to me. i have more fun getting dressed. I wore mostly black in october, but now i'm wearing stuff like this

I feel so differently with each month, like a silly game to play when aren't all the days the same?
{measure 14} {add}

Popa's Dementia [Tuesday
from: November 3rd, 2009
at approx. 3:20, pm
first project of the semester

{measure 0} {add}

[ viewing | most recent entries ]
[ go | earlier ]